4/9

wootz my dad saw me downstair with cigarette and beer and i told him dat i will be having my group study session at setapak... i think he is dissapointed

i have exam at 9 tomoro ...
but i m juz not getting things right
i dun even know what are taught in class ...
i cant concentrate at all ...
what is the matter with me ?
physically i m juz a ordinary college boy
but mentally i dun think that i m normal
i dun care about my coursework ... my test ...
i cant really imagine what i m in 10 years time
i cant see see what is ahead of me ...
i cant stop thinking about the past
...

travelling in time miserably