Live and Leave with no Regrets

Live and Leave with no Regrets

Laugh when you can,
apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change.
Play hard, forgive quickly, take chances give everything,
and have NO Regrets!
Life is too short to be anything but Happy!

ICan'tHearYouSyndrome™

lol i m currently having dis syndrome

so if u wanna talk about me pls make it loud and clear @@ if not i cant hear wad r u barking at

If u dun have de gutz to talk in front of me den dun act like u dare and dun care XD dun be a chicken kay

o0o^^V

Cheers

Saturday @@

Sleep till 1pm wake up dy fb awhile sleep back again till 6pm @@ wad a day not in mood

7am-1pm den 3pm - 6pm @@ after so many month dis is de first time i slept for so many hours

Wanna GO REPUBLIC sunway tonitez ^^ who wanna join me ???

Drop me a text before 11pm if u are coming

Semester Break @@ holiday mood but without holiday activities XD lepak-ing around

@@ no different whether it is college/break/exam @@ i m taking all my sweet time handling stuff

who can tell me wad is the purpose of being a human being we are born to destroy the earth @@ den we die and getting reborn again ???

11/12/09

11 is 10 + 1 which mean is Friday

today, friday 11/12 , i wonder wad will happen today ..

It is juz another day or will be a extraordinary day which will be a special day ??

special day is juz a day which is a unique and a memorable day ...

but i wonder will it be a sad or happy day ?

I ask myself why i m so not grown up and nid people to worry for me ...

some says i m juz alright

some says why i cannot be myself

some says u think too much

some says roger do the right thing

some says pls wake up ...

-gLoRy- to be wad i m now XD thx for the advice

cheers,

all the best

=D Time Up !!

lol quite hard for me to make dis decision actually

i spend enuff time travelling from Taman Desa to Ktar setapak

... i think is best for me to stay in setapak instead of taman desa .. got to get up at 7 @@ for a stupid 8am class XD

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juz went to see the condo today its awesome XD i am not sharing room with others =p alone babe

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lol made a mistake last time dat i move back from Setapak to Taman Desa

now from Taman Desa back to Setapak hahax

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What i ever wanted is to see u all smile xD

show me every weekend when i come back to Desa ya

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Cheers

A very useful sleeping method

this work very well on me


abit childish la XD

1. close ur eye and imagine dat u are a fish swimming in a dark blue ocean
2. u go deeper and deeper when u can see lotz of coral and fishes , then u saw a weird shark and u follow the shark swimming around and keep going deeper ...when u get deeper the place get darker

Random-LOL

I wanna drink ...
any1 anytime ... as long as u got the mood to drink with me ^^

drinking alone is boring ...
how many nitez of silent i m sitting by my bedside facing the window ... with the window open ... light up dozen of ciggy ... wondering wheres the moon ... and starz

XD call me i noe lotz of u actually having ur college break or holiday ...

Its Juz Another Saturdayz

Whoakay so my day started with PanMee@Taman Desa SePaTin Kopitiam for breakfast
Weird feeling for not holding a cigarette after meal ... it suckz ... but wad to do i only brought Rm10 out OMFG ... very down ... very down ... den my phone "pang" my msg tone i m like ok is saturday morning and who the fxx dat wake up dis early ... is my dad ... the msg sayz son take good care of urself i will be away till monday a business trip to dubai , dont be too adventurous ...
I M like HAHAX i m the king now (juz for 2 dayz) ... den "pang' again dad again son mom will be arriving KL at approx 2pm dont go out till late nite spend some time with ur mom ... again very down ... very down ... 2 minute before i m like whooray liberty .... 2 minute after i m like booray ...
went home feeling very down @@ ... get myself apack of ciggy sitting at the stairs @@ trying to find some star from the sky , day dream abit ...
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2pm @@ my mom rang me up son where are u , come down and help me get some stuff up ... things started to get very bad ... my mom is very the good in nagging ... @@ lalala~~
But i Love 1 thing about my mom ... she give me pocket money for ciggy ^^ dat is cool right ...
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Went sunway help my fren to get his assignment done by video-ing of me how to avoid some H1N1 thinggy @@
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Meet Jack go Pai Pai @ happy Garden
Go get his amuletz fix ...
we wanted to get his amuletz fix at first
but only 1 is fixed another 1 broke into 3 pieces while fixing ...
@@ fated sry brader jack ...
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Went Midvalley dinner at Pasta Zanmai ... and 31baskin after meal ...
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blah blah blah and reach home at 10
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Wanted to go yamcha but @@ abit lazy dy coz Kenny and Danny wanna go Top2 kuchai for Pool .... sienz ar pool @@ no fun coz i m a newbie and they are pro @@ alway kena bully ... and whoever lose goto pay >.< 18 per hour ...

LIFE ? REGRET ? BROTHER??

i used to love college life when i m still in secondary ... i will alwayz say school is boring i got to wear uniform .... got to wake up 6.30 in the morning for nothing go to school need to follow all the bullshit-ing rulez ... cannot bring handphone cannot , smoking is prohibitted.... 1 word to describe boring.... so got to play traunt .... skip class go somewhere to lepak...
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SPM ended .... we are free ... ''We" can still like before lepak around .... doing things together sharing stuff ... discussing about this and dat chick ... lacking around ... doing nothing even we are not rich we still do our best to find stuff to do juz to kill out time .... we drink we smoke ... I tot it will end even abit longer till we graduate from College ... but before i even enter college things change overnitez .... look like all of us have different perspect of viewing life ... some say power is more important than money some say money can buy everything but to me wad i ever wanted is to be together juz like secondary school ... we settle stuff together we discuss about wad is wrong with us how can we overcome it .... and not being apart .... U all leave 1 by 1 ...
U all forgotten wad the wordz u all give me >??? ... Brother !? 4eva!!??? now u all telling me nonsense ??
WHERE are the old dayz ??? Are they gone ?? or dey never exist in the begining? ... there are only my illusion ?

Nice Sleep

after couple week of sleepless night

finally @@ last nite i doze off with 2 tablet of flu med

9 hours of sleep babe huuraaaaayz

24/10

terribly ill for 3 dayz ...

I left nothing else but myself ...
If the world is gonna end den make it happen tomoro and not 2012 x.x

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10/10/09

lotz of unsolve thingz ... lacking of time and idea....
i wish i could have the ability to change thingz maybe a time machine will do XD

i have done wad i nid to teach u,i think that wad u nid the last part is to see whether u can apply it ...

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Any1 feel free to view this 2 viedo

world greatest dad http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqnbo_zoo9I&feature=related

and

The last lecturer by randy Pausch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo

30/9/09

i m going back to KL today ...

sienz 2nd semester starting soon ...

wad have i archieve dis semester break ?? nothing ??

@@ spend alot on alcohol and cigarette

miss MAMAK alotz almadina i m back ^^

cheese naan~ chapathi ~ teh o ice kurang2 manis ~ teh c peng 9 9 ....

nid to rearange my life style back to before... @@ sleeping at 7/8am everymorning...

wootz i never drive for like 2 weekz dy ...

archieve nothingz .......................................
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But i m still happy ~ i really enjoy dis kinda of lifestyle

27/9

i m late for my appointment
i suppose to meet her at 10pm
and 9 i juz finish my dinner with my fren
reach home at 9.15
took bath and leave house at around 9.30

i took a cab from 1 side to other side of the country it hurtz my wallet hahax
kanjiong nia

currently at McDonald bloging while enjoying my breakfast ^^ pancake with maple syrup ... sleepless nitez sienz

23/9 Currently away from Malaysia

I feel so bored today ....
i went to shopping centre opposite where i m staying
lepak there ... go in to the super market and see wad so different with malaysia super market
1st i went to the liquor section "stun" all sort of beer ... like knocked up ... dis and dat

2nd even cigarette i found my love Peter Stuyvesant dat is so call extinct

any1 can intro me any beverage in starbuck which is nice ???

23/9 Currently away from Malaysia

leave malaysia for good ...
hope juz to forget the past and start a new life here

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my present daily routine....
wake up 12/1pm eat blunch ...
window shopping till dinner time
after dinner get my laptop start surfing at starbuck
den lepak till around 12 go back to where i am staying currently...
look up in the sky see whether there is any shooting star , so my wish will fulfill
light up my cigarette enjoy my coffee ... watch some drama till early 7am only i go to bed

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i juz bought some cloth today ...
i get myself a very chunted shirt for free it will light up when i move ...

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i cant really sleep well ... perhap this is wad i really want ...

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Best regard ,
Roger

17/9/09

I am not in KL i leave with my passport with me ...
i might be in Sg Muar Kluang Penang Thailand Melacca JB
I dont know where i wanna go ... and dunno where i should head to ..

8/9/09

king come my house after BM exam we went gym together
6pm king sent me to pearlpoint some1 told me that she will call me back after that ... i waited till 8pm 1 msg came in after dinner i go fetch u ok ?
2 hour flew ~~~

Den another SOME1 call me say after some photo session let go to pasar malam @ sri petaling
den another 2 hour wasted till 10pm both also never call me back ...
till 10xx thx god XD kenny call me and say fetch me go yamcha i m so glad to hear that after 4 hour spend miserably at pearl point dont know what to do ... lepak from LG to 3rd floor @@

5/9/09

sienz ar morning Hubungan Etnik test ... 9-11am
slept for 2 hour den wake up ...

went to Jalan Gasing for lunch with king and kenny ...satelite chicken rice is de best
around 3pm went Cheras dunnoe which part of cheras meet with lucas , lucas wanna teach us statistic but ended up chit chating XD ...

reach home around 6.45 had dinner with dad at mega mendung ...
around 9 king fetch me to almadina ,meet kenny danny jeszica
around 11 went to Rasta at TTDI ... juz becoz i wanna meet smoking ... it been long we never meet up ... Poppii and ting han were there aswell... do some catchup, rain fall out of sudden
we all ran to danny car ,
reach home around 2.xx

4/9

wootz my dad saw me downstair with cigarette and beer and i told him dat i will be having my group study session at setapak... i think he is dissapointed

i have exam at 9 tomoro ...
but i m juz not getting things right
i dun even know what are taught in class ...
i cant concentrate at all ...
what is the matter with me ?
physically i m juz a ordinary college boy
but mentally i dun think that i m normal
i dun care about my coursework ... my test ...
i cant really imagine what i m in 10 years time
i cant see see what is ahead of me ...
i cant stop thinking about the past
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travelling in time miserably